8:34 PM juz read his blog . donno how to describe my feelings . yes . for or can say towards him .
really some times when i'm all alone . i start to think about him . ALOT . there's times i regreted ditching him and typing that post that was so very cruel . i'm really sry if i had hurt him coz i didn't really wanted that to happened . i was really hurt then at what he had said . haiz . sad sad . there's also times where i wanted him back at my side . being there for mii every mins . but i know it seems some what impossiable .
iwantthat guyhimall tomyself
took mii bout more than half an house to type out this post and think whether should i post it or not . in the end i'ver decided to post it or else u wount be reading this . =]]
Monday, July 25, 2005
__i have the courage to love you no more__
i love that special YOU ,
and it will never change .
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but it's just that i think ,
i have the courage to love you no more .
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<3
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